OK, these fucking bastards called me up on the phone, today… well, to be fair, I know this dude has a job to do, but yeah I’m putting the way they do it into question. That shook me up and took me a number of hours to calm down. So, more productivity lost, less money to pay back my debts, ultimately. They just keep making it worse for me, instead of offering help.

Look; I am bankrupt. I asked the banks for help when I knew I was at the breaking point, and they fucking refused. I stopped caring or worrying about that aspect a couple of years ago. Just decided to deal with it as appropriately as possible, when I found the time to do so.

Situation is, I have been as busy and as stressed to the max, just trying to survive and keep my business going and the loved ones around me healthy and happy, for the past few years.

I see some light at the end of the tunnel…

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And now, I want to have some thousands of dollars lined up and ready to provide, if I can, along with the consumer proposal. I will never be able to afford the monthly payments they are telling me I need to pay.

I want them to know, I did what I could to get what I can, to the very best of my ability and with fairness and respect in my heart.

And that is my revenge for the asshole that called me on the phone today, threatening to tell Royal Bank about how I’m refusing to deal with things. What I’m doing actually, is refusing to talk to people who don’t give a fuck about me or about my personal situation. Get lost. How fucking dare they call me and assault me like that… they do not know my position, what I am dealing with, how I am trying my best to yes, make right with this, but also in a way which shows that I am indeed trying my best to respect the banks more than they probably deserve.

Because that is who I am and I won’t let them try to convince me of otherwise.